Miss Shirley Sees Things

Ok. Paper writing time.

Really.

Paper writing time.

I mean it.

(ugh)

I want to do just about anything other than write the papers I’ve been putting off for so long.

2 and 1/2 weeks of grad school left, and I can’t seem to get my act together. I’m so done with it all. 

I have a problem. I’m sitting in class, incapable of paying attention. As the concept of having essentially finished my thesis sinks in, I am becoming Party Cat.

How am I supposed to pay proper attention as Party Cat?

I started writing for my presentation. Just a bit of narrative of the process, like I need, nothing pressure-y, just free narrative, no pressure, go ahead girl, just write-

and within a few paragraphs I’ve realized everything I am and do is crap, and oh help

this isn’t how it was supposed to go

Today is not actually a day off. Today is an academic work day.

Looking at me, you would not think I knew that.

I like how I’ve procrastinated these papers (which, I repeat, were supposed to be finished a week early and turned in Monday) to the extent that now I really am going to have to rushrushhurryup to get them in on time.

Good job, me.

Things I could have done today instead of writing papers: midday nap the hours away

Oh wait, did I said could? I meant did. 

Today, in bad decisions:

I am going home 2 hours early, because today has sucked and so there.

I am going to work on some art, watch some tv, eat some food, so there.

And then I’ll work again after that. So there!